Well, I didn't know this place existed until today while I was wandering around on Google. No one knows I have a Google account so this should be the perfect place to be able to blog right? Just get feelings on things out or I will go insane forever.
Today has been a fairly good day but just today...the last few weeks, months, possibly years have not been that wonderful for me I just had never thought about it, until a few months ago when my husband said "our marriage is failing, I don't know if there is anyway to fix it." That got me thinking, analyzing, and just plain wondering about our paths in life. Sail the ship or sink it. Well ahoy matey's! This ship is charting a new course hope you're on board for an adventure because that is exactly what my life has become lately.
There is a famous quote I have heard throughout my entire life and I really don't know who said it but it goes "A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." You choose the step. But lets' face it who walks one thousand miles once they start walking? Seriously, think about life doesn't it seem that life is a series of single steps and yet none of them ever seem to take you anywhere? The same problems crop up, the same people. I do agree in order to make it a thousand miles you have to take that first step. So here goes *step* I am stepping on board a ship setting sail for a new life and a a new me. I have been depressed too much of the time lately and I am sick of it and the person it has made me. I mean I have people avoiding me now because they feel uncomfortable about things I have said so here goes...you comin?
I guess in order to appreciate my personality you would have to know me and the person I am so if anyone actually bothers reading this you will soon understand me, know me, and join me for one hell-raising adventure of a ride!!
Set Sail!~
